So emotionally drain for stupid reasons love how this “week” is kicking off guess not so special after all. DGAF!!!
I am the one who everyone comes to when you need it, the one who is helps others for no apparent reason, i am used and abused and reused, i am the bigger person, the more mature one, the one who swallows the little self existing pride he has, i am the chameleon who has to evolve to fit the needs of the people.
This seems like a lot and to be quite honest it is. Its an exhausting and taxing thing to do but who knows why I’m always doing it. Is it instinct, generosity, kindness, love, pity, who the hell knows.
At the end of the day i see myself and i cant help but say “You’re and idiot” but while my mind says that i keep being me, so at the end of the day you come to the conclusion that you are who u are, and I am that person no matter how hard, annoying, or painful it is
This is the person i am, THIS IS ME.